Felt so tired to be someone that I'm actually not. I don't know why but i just felt so afraid to lose my real self, the REAL me!

Previously, I won't even order orange juice with no sugar and also go to the gym three times a week. What's wrong with me? The thing that I practically hate the most is non other than to exercise and to stop eating. But now, I tried so hard to pretend to be someone that I'm not. Yet, i look so... Sometimes, I would ask myself, "Why am I doing this?" but I, myself don't really know the answer. Buddy, should like continue to work hard so that I could be who I want or just be my real self, happy and carefree?

Hello :)

It's Saturday, 15th August 2009, 12.25am. I know it's not your birthday yet. Not until tomorrow. So sorry couldn't attend your 16th birthday celebration. I know you'll have fun tomorrow! :D


Anyway, gonna wish you Happy Birthday now. *no idea whether you're gonna realize it, because i guess you don't come here everyday to check*

I cannot give you Prada. I'm no billionaire. But I can give you Prata.

Don't end up getting mad at me posting this, instead feel touched okay! :D

See you in school!

You do know who am I right?

These are the things I promised to do:-



1)practice for my piano exam... only two weeks left (some sort of last minute work)



2)build up my body... feel so intimidated looking at the mirror ( hope that i can see a gorgeous looking being in the mirror after working out)



3)walk in a gorgeous manner... someone actually commented about me walking like a hippo (for your information, Kuai Yi, I used to be very fat for over one and a half decade and i am not very used to my body weight now)



4)widen my network of friends... learn how to socialize although i don't really like it



5)wash my hands after working out with sanitizer... the equipment in the gym stinks a lot



6)pronounce words properly... i find some difficulty in pronouncing certain words



7)be rational and strong... i can survive without you, loser!

Cheer up, Wai Yip. You are never alone. Don't let these problems blur your vision towards happiness that would be awaiting for you . You live for YOURSELF, not the others.

As a token of appreciation to our dear Shanan who had helped me in writing my previous post....

This is it. I have decided to post this lovely picture of her which I snapped during Lyn's party. Shanan, you wouldn't know how "grateful" am I for the effort you made to reveal my "true" self which does not seem to be much true.

Holidays......
Exams...................
Study.............................

This is Shanancute updating for bezzie-lezzie-crazee-meaniepants that cannot come to his utterly yummy bloggie now, for the cool guy with the nerdicious Italiano Versace shades is busy attempting to make good sense of the movie Mall Cop.
So I'm making this the tres perfect opportunity to tell you 5 ways to make my dandy frennie, Wai Yip FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU. So, to my readers, and his, CHEERS!

*1 - Wai Yip secretly adores a special someone whose name I cannot mention here. Let's just say that he's got the hots for gym freaks and people whose initials start with T. So, anyone up for takers? He's still dwelling in singleton-land and game for anything. And, he's a suuuuuper mummy's boy, making him HOT HOT HOT and up for grabs. Girls -AND GUYS - , sign up quickly!!!!

*2 - The way to Wai Yip's heart is to melt it with Lip Gloss. Especially glittery and shiny shades. You've probably heard of Hello Kitty M.A.C? Yeap, that's his colour! He LOVES those and swears by the pink shades. Not to mention, he says the packaging is SO KAWAII and he'd rather readily walk into Victoria's Secret than have someone else steal his Pink Fabulous Hello Kitty Cosmetic Set. Beg, Borrow or Steal, -according to Wai Yip-, this is THE must have for the sports season. (P.s. Pink is T's favourite colour too!)

*3 - He wears a WIG. Secretly, Wai Yip is blonde. He might appear brunette, but he is in fact STRAWBERRY BLONDE. He hates his real hair colour, thus he wears a high-quality wig to disguise his real self, i.e. his hair. He thinks that having blonde hair is bimbotic, thus making him unattractive to T. Each time he sees T, he'll put on his brown toupee and Versace shades to make himself seem older. T doesn't seem to mind either. Maybe he secretly knows about Wai Yip's blonde bimbosity, but HE pretends not to care! =)

*4 - Wai Yip hates braces, people with braces, etc etc. BUT, he has INVISIBLE BRACES. Wai Yip has invested in a high-class advanced technology for his teeth. Ever wonder what made those choppers? Invisible braces, that's what! If you look closer, you might just spot them. Here's a tip, if you want to spot his invisible BRACES, then, look at his saliva. INVISIBLE BRACES makes his saliva BLUE. That is the downside of having Very VERY ADVANCED technology for braces, you might never know what are the side effects, being so untested by the major teen population in the world. That is why, you must always take things the conventional way and have NORMAL BRACES like me, MASHI and DERY! =)

*5 - Wai Yip has a secret obsession with DOUGHNUTS! Yumyum and Lecka leckA. His favourite donut flavour is the pink swirly thing in J-CO, with STRAWBERRY CREAM AND ICING SWIRLY ON THE TOP. Wai Yip is secretly obsessed and embarassed by this idea because he cannot control himself when he walks past a donut store. He will go MADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD and simply DASH to the store like no tomorrow. This worry is shared by T as well, because Wai Yip is NOT doing anything to attempt being healthy at all, if he continues gobbling pink doughnuts the rate he does now. Sigh.

All in all, Wai Yip is a FIRST CLASS friend to me, and even IF he loves Lip Gloss and Doughnuts, he is STILL HIM. We <3 him and he doesn't have to be a gold bedazzled trophy for us to love him more. Don't ever change, K?

(And, ask Wai Yip denies whatever mentioned in this post^^)

Shanancute!